1. |
idek anymore
02:40
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tell me what
you want
i’m sick of waiting patiently
i’m sick of waiting patiently
i quit my job
to prove i don’t need anything
fuck everyone and everything
haven’t we been here before?
dirty laundry on the floor
just what do you think you’re doin?
what do you think you’re doing?
you’ll be lucky if you make it past 24
oh you’re so cool
you didn’t even go to school
you didn’t even go to school
you’re a goddamn fool
diving head first into swimming pools
the shallow end cause you hate rules
just what do you think you’re doin?
what do you think you’re doin?
honestly, i don’t even know anymore
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2. |
hopeless
03:51
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and i swear
there's something happening here
you don't care
muted mouth, you're only ears
and i know while you're somewhere sleeping
i'm forcing myself to keep breathing
and i know, i know
there's no hope, no hope
and i think
they put something in my drink
anxiety
shattered glass and broken screens
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3. |
cold
03:47
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you don't wanna talk
hey that's okay
i'll just stay up all night with you on my brain
i don't make a move
i just sit and wait
oh i'm in love with how you push me away
and it's hard
i think i know why you're so cold
you'd rather watch me fall apart than let me get too close
i think i know why you're so cold
and why you'd rather break my heart
it's not your fault, it's just my own
you don't come around
hey that's alright
i'll just sit here and waste all of my time
i don't make a move
i just sit and think
of all the times we had and if they mean anything
and it's hard
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4. |
summer '17
02:32
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let's go out
pick me up tonight
talk about
the music that we like
drive around
to the mix i made
full of songs
with words i cannot say
and i can't stand to be alone
and you can't stand to be at home
and i can't stand to be alone
we'll get drunk
but only if you'd like
fall in love
if you want tonight
drive around
find a place to park
passing out
in the back seat of your car
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5. |
him
03:52
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another smoke before you go, can we talk about the night?
and how you think we’re getting old and the days are passing by?
open garage doors
clothes on the floor
old friends, they’re doing fine
but it’s just you and me tonight
these days i’m on my own but i’m doing okay
a million things you’ll never know and i’ll never say
i guess it’s for the best
still cleaning up the mess
i never did rest since you went away
i still write and sometimes i think that’s what keeps me sane
i think i’ll leave the past behind, deal with all these growing pains
i guess it’s for the best
still cleaning up the mess
and all the scars you left will surely fade
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6. |
tired tongues
04:21
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when she lays down
i swear i'm dreaming
we mess around
til morning comes
i spill my guts
and pull you closer
we say too much through tired tongues
but i'm impressed at where we are
let's clear our heads
and confused hearts
and take a breath
and take your time
i promise i won't leave your side
and when she's sad
i swear i'm helpless
i'll try my best to make things work
when thoughts get bad
when nothing makes sense
we share a laugh
and share the hurt
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7. |
winter '17
05:54
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*3 y/o neci*
"this is dedicated to my daddo."
i clean my room
and sit on my bed
and think about
where i have been
how my hair got long
as your words got short
how i fall in love
with the wrong girls
and how i write
so i don't forget
all the times
when everything made sense
and all the friends
i couldn't keep
and all the scars
that they couldn't see
so i won't sleep tonight
no, i won't sleep tonight
i'm gonna try to get it right
try to get it right
tonight
i clean my room
and stare at the wall
and think about
those late night calls
how i'd toss and turn
thinking about my dad
and the hospital
that he was at
and the things i learned
talking to my mom
and the things i heard
laying in the dark
and the hope i found
staring in her eyes
and all the days
they helped get me by
and i've done my waiting
and i'm tired of holding onto the people fading
and the love i already lost
don't know what will save me
don't know how it all went wrong
when the ties start breaking
i know i will be better
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8. |
thank u
02:18
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heart's always broken
your head always hurts
lungs never seem to work
the pills and the poems
the blood on your shirt
cleaning it up with your words
and i
think you saved me this time
and i
never felt so alive
we're all chasing death and we're all chasing dimes
filling the space in our minds
the past isn't pretty
those people weren't kind
but she is, so maybe i'll try
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